Clean House

Spirit attachment is an “intelligent” disembodied human spirit that has attached itself to a living person’s energy field aka aura.

Attachment spirits refuse to surrender to the death experience and want to continue certain behaviors they practiced in life. They will search for a vulnerable human candidate so they can attach and “live” vicariously through that person.

According to some experts, it is speculated that at least 75% of individuals in the US and Europe have suffered from a spirit attachment at one time or another. Spirit attachments should be considered a very real phenomenon. Attachments, and symptoms resulting from them, might lead to all sorts of serious behavioral and physical problems if not treated. These spirits are usually never seen nor physically felt or heard. They may have even attached to someone in early childhood. When the child grows up, there may be an awareness that something is off. They don’t know why they repeat certain harmful behaviors or patterns. The average mainstream person, or therapeutic community, may not recognize certain troublesome behaviors as originating outside of the victim in the form of a spirit attachment.

Many people believe in life after death and that the soul lives on. What most people may not realize is the degree to which our lives can be affected by spiritual interference.

When we die, we separate from the physical body and enter a transition into the spirit world. However sometimes for many reasons the spirit does not make this transition.

Have you ever had an uneasy feeling within a room, as though some unseen force was there?

Have you ever sensed the presence of spirits or ghosts or felt you were not alone?

Most of us have had these experiences at some stage in our lives and when this occurs within our homes we can often feel very troubled, even frightened.

These events are not uncommon.

Cleansing your home and removing the non beneficial energies can help you in many ways move towards creating a more positive atmosphere. However, this very aspect of cleansing is all too often overlooked and incorrectly done.

Sadly many people promote the use of alot of costly things as a selling money marketing deal and don’t tell you that the most simple cheapest things like Salt, Lemon juice, Vinagar, Home grown Lavender,Sage..can do wonders with no real heavy cost.

In recent years us as Spiritual Healers have started to address the problem. There is a real need to learn to tidy up both what we have created ourselves, what has been left behind by others and in some cases deal with spirit activity.

Spirit release is literally the separation of your energies or the buildings energies from the entity (spirit or negative energy) that has attached itself to them. Where possible the spirit can then be helped to move on to the light where they can receive help.

Freeing these earthbound spirits take not only compassion a calm nature and faith.

Remembering that Spirits were living people at one time and they may be lonely or frightened by their experience. It continues to be a real honour to do this work and the sense of relief you feel inside when they finally cross over cannot be put into words.


Blueridge Mountains Cemetery, TWA Flight 514 Investigation


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TWA514 Crash site


The Blueridge Mountains of Virginia stretching as far as the eye can see, not only home of some of the most beautiful picturesque scenery in the world but where the time of the year depicts the colors of its leaves and attracts visitors from all over the world for its beauty.

One may say that  I would like to be laid to rest here and then choose this incredible serene landscape on the side of a mountain as your final resting place?

But surely that’s a choice one should have had the right to choose and not a decision made based on someone else s bad decisions? Right !

The arrival to one such area finds this make shift Cemetery memorializing all 92 victims of Trans World Airlines Flight 514, a Boeing 727-231 jetliner that crashed on the western slope near Mount Weather, at the foothills of the Blue Ridge Mountains on the morning of December 1, 1974.

The Story of TWA Flight 514 originated at Indianapolis, Indiana, and was bound for Washington, D.C., with an intermediate stop at Columbus, Ohio.  Upon departing Columbus, the three-engine jetliner carried 85 passengers, a cockpit crew of three, and four flight attendants.

The flight had been scheduled to land at 10:23 a.m. at Washington National Airport, directly across the Potomac River from Washington, D.C., when suddenly air-traffic controllers diverted it to Dulles International Airport in Chantilly, Virginia, about 45 miles northwest of Washington National Airport.  The diversion was due to bad weather that included driving rain, fog, and high winds gusting up to 40-50 miles an hour in the region.

On that day the weather was so bad. Visibility was severely limited with heavy cloud cover over the Shenandoah Valley and intermittent snow squalls. During the post crash investigation the Cockpit Voice Recorder revealed that the 1st Officer told the Captain as they flew over the Valley that he thought that they were too low to clear the mountain just before the crash occurred.

Hard Facts, At 11:09 a.m., while flying through a low cloud layer in this turbulent weather on its approach to Dulles, the jetliner failed to clear the fog-shrouded, 1,754-foot-high Mt. Weather.  The plane sheared off tree tops, crossed a roadway at fifteen feet, and slammed into a 10-foot-high rocky outcropping.  The majority of TWA Flight 514 disintegrated on impact, killing all of its 92 persons on board instantly.  The main wreckage cut a swath 60 to 70 yards wide for about a quarter of a mile. The remains of its occupants and burning wreckage were strewn over a wooded area about the size of two football fields.

One persons account of the crash sight, I went out and visited the site of the crash about a month after it occurred. Even though the site had been “cleaned up” by the FAA and others, small debris was still littered everywhere all over the crash site. When I arrived at the site, I was amazed to see a suitcase and miscellaneous pieces of clothing, magazines and small pieces of the interior of the Boeing  lodged in the branches of some of the bare trees on the hillside around the crash site.

The afternoon I was there, it was a cold, dismal winter day and I almost cried because of the horrific tragedy that had occurred there. My heart went out the the victims of the crash and their families.

One of the most striking sights was that the tops of the trees were clipped off by the wings and fuselage of the Boeing before the nose of the aircraft struck the rising ground at the crest of the mountain.

A paved road runs along the crest of Mount Weather and several fine country homes literally built on the crest of the mountain. Months later, I did talk to one of the homeowners, and he was amazed that Mount Weather had not been hit long before by an airliner going into Dulles. This was because the airliners would be descending on their Approaches to Dulles.

He told me that on several times, both during both day and night, when the weather was bad he had been in his home and heard the sound of approaching jet engines that got louder and louder until the sound was almost ear shattering and the house vibrated as objects fell off of tables, shelves and desks. On several of those occasions, he was certain that those airliners had only cleared his home and the top of the mountain in the darkness or poor visibility conditions by only the barest of minimums.

A Premonition, 
A student at Burnside-Ott at Opa Locka Airport in Florida from 1966/67 spoke out regarding one of his classmates that was a TWA Flight Engineer.  According to this Flight Engineer there was this one businessman that flew several times a week on TWA flights to and from various cities. He had done this for years. His job required a tremendous amount of airline travel. As it was, this businessman got to know a lot of Stewardesses and even became acquainted some of the Captains and First Officers. As he was always a gentleman and spoke to the Stewardesses with respect, he became one of their “favorite passengers.”

The morning of December 1, 1974 it was his usual practice and he boarded the TWA flight 514. After the aircraft started taxing to the Runway for Take-Off,  suddenly this veteran passenger became very agitated, got up out of his seat and DEMANDED to be allowed to leave the airplane. It was all the Stewardess could do to to ask him to sit back down the businessman quieted down after he was told he would be allowed to leave the airplane.

As the plane taxied back to the ramp the passenger was allowed to get off the airplane. Obviously, this was very strange behavior for a veteran TWA passenger and drew a lot of comments and concerns.

The TWA flight 514 took off and then sadly several hours later, the flight crashed with the loss of all on board. Needless to say, the story of the passenger that demanded to be allowed off the doomed airliner became very well known.

The businessman caught the next TWA flight to his destination and continued to be a loyal TWA customer, never causing any more trouble and flying with the airline several times a week on business. Then several years after the first incident with the “Doomed TWA” airliner, the same thing happened again. The TWA airplane was taxing out to the Runway to Take -Off and this man became very agitated again, and again DEMANDED to be allowed to get off of the airplane.

He was allowed to get off and sure enough, that TWA flight was lost in an accident with all on board an hour later. Needless to say, this particular businessman became something of a ” legend” among the TWA flight crews. The businessman did not stop flying TWA, and he continued taking TWA flights as a matter of course on a regular basis.

Several years passed and then one evening, as a TWA airliner was taxing out to the runway for a night flight, this very same businessman again became very agitated DEMANDED to be allowed to get off of the airplane!

When the Stewardess informed the Captain what was going on, the Captain stopped the airplane on the Taxi way, turned the controls over to the First Officer and walked back into the passenger compartment to talk with this man. After a short conversation, the Captain returned to the cockpit.

This time, the pilot, a Senior TWA Captain simply taxied the aircraft back to the passenger terminal and ordered everyone off the airplane. Then the entire Flight Crew walked off the airplane and REFUSED to fly that night. TWA had no choice but to cancel that flight.

That well known “Frequent TWA  Businessman Flier” became literally a “living legend” throughout the entire TWA system. In other words, IF this businessman refused to fly, so too would the flight crew!!

Passenger List,  A few known people on the flight was a grandfather, CIA or Secret Service.  The family and his wife never knew what his occupation was.  They just knew he was in Cuba during the Bay of Pigs, Eastern Germany a good bit of time, and the GOLD coast of Africa during their revolution.  He brought during the years his family many beautiful treasures that they have to this day.

His granddaughter wrote.. My grandfathers “partner” or agent, died a few years later.  We asked him to tell us what it was they did for the government, but he said they were sworn to secrecy, and he took it to his grave with him.  We know they worked on wreckage from Roswell, NM, at Wright-Patterson Air Force Base.  My mother lived there as a child.  We know while in Africa, they stayed with a tribe of cannibals, and they were all fed goat testicles.  It made my grandfather sick, and they flew him and his partner back to the US for medical treatment, and the cannibals ate the rest of the men that were there with him.  We know he was in Cuba during the missile crisis.  We know that several other top military and government officials were on that plane as well.

Stories like this continued to be told many lives were effected and changed due to TWA 514 and flights demise and its passengers.

An investigation into the crash by the FAA into the tragedy changed the ATC procedures for aircraft making radar assisted Approaches under IFR conditions to airports. Because of the tragedy of TWA 514, many other lives have been saved. A change to the Aviation Safety Reporting System, an early “whistle-blower” type program for pilots and flight crews to report unsafe practices and procedures.

Not Forgotten,  It is not always the severity of such an event as the crash of TWA Flight 514 that sparks my attention or draws me to investigate such things, it is however more of a feeling,  images begin suddenly to flash in my mind like a movie screen, they pass in front of my eyes while going about my life, sounds, smells and several dreams with numbers and names occur and suddenly here I am researching what it is that demands my attention.

This such thing happened recently to me that instigated a need to investigate further  into the TWA Flight 514. Personally I had never heard of the crash before and the story behind it, its location or it persons involved.  I was actually not even in the USA until 1989, I was in the UK getting ready to study at my high school when the crash happened.

In 1974, I was 12 years old.

I am 57 years old and now 45 years later one wonders why such an event comes to me suddenly demanding my attention ? Is a mystery and one that I need to solve.

August 19, 2017

The Space Between Paranormal group assembles at the location of the crash site of TWA Flight 514.

The weather is warm, bright sunny evening and a beautiful location, no call for rain or thunderstorms in the area, the weather is perfect for such an investigation.

On driving up to the site images flashed through my mind of a women and a child, one was trying to find the other, smoke or mist surrounded them both and the feeling of anxiety came over me, my heart  began to beat faster and my head began to thump.

Of course these feeling and images normally start out for me when I anticipate an investigation and i begin to psychically tap into the energy surrounding the events, people involved ect,  but this subject was even more intense,  given the weeks leading up to our investigation, a feeling of lost, hopelessness surrounding the images in my head constantly,  someone in my head told me to make it light, make it bright, remember me.

Before the scheduled meeting with the team I took a quick detour up to the site in question to mediate a few minutes and tap into what ever it was calling me there.

I had never been to the location before, knew nothing of its structure and knew nothing of its surroundings, and was pleasantly surprised at the beauty that the area held, the extremely well appointed homes with their stunning views dotted the road side, with their long driveways with gated entrances, their lime stoned walls and manicured gardens. Its a beautiful location but somethings a miss I felt,  and I began to wonder why there existed a huge amount of FOR SALE signs dotted themselves along the road side as I was driving up and I began to wonder why anyone would wish to move from such a place?

When I finally approached the location I parked and left my vehicle for a few minutes,  the area was silent, no birds , no movement, no wind, I remember thinking how odd the sound of silence was in such a beautiful heavily wooded location, on the side of a mountain with clearly a high elevation, everything was so green and beautiful but silent?

After driving back to meet up with the team at our arranged meeting location we all drove to the area in question.

Arrival at location 7.30PM

The only identifying makers  to such a tragedy along the road side are a row of 4 small American flags, blink and one would miss them,  a small handmade cross sitting to the back of some rock formation sat. For those that have perished in such an event an immediately thought crossed my mind, YES sadly forgotten.

Of course the victims are not forgotten in the families minds I guarantee it, each placing their loved one in a special commemorative location across the USA for them all to visit and remember, but for the victims of such an event the location where it actually happened and the place they last knew life, I am deeply saddened to see the lack of acknowledgement.  This was not just an event that changed aviation safety history as we know it today but for that change, sadly 92 people lost their lives for it.

I am not sure if this was the decision made by the State of VA,  the owners of the property surrounding the site or the Mount Weather facility itself that sits so close to the area?

On a closer investigation of the area, sitting upon the top of a small area of the rock formation some small pieces of evidence lay.  Broken rusted pieces of the aircraft fuselage, pieces of metal and the metal from the aircraft seats with color, screws and bolts still attached,  all laid to rest in what seems to be a small ceremonial circle area.


All that’s left of evidence of the crash and loss of so many lives,  evidence of drilling holes along the top of the rock to either attempt to gather evidence or blast the rock apart? who knows?

Our investigation began and still in daylight , with EVP and recorders running, some also with camera equipment. Our first; capture of EVPs began immediately, it seems that some have been waiting for us.

What follows is an account of the EVP words captured during our investigation as well as documented photography.

Johnny, Jake, Jenna, Robert, crash, air, chair, ramp, burn, matter, sign , non, coat, 9. rocket, nana, government , master, used, iron , begin,  tesla, cook, club, dug, well, once , pray, steamy, Robert, Moss, blaze, troop, maximum, Jack, little,  hell, news, scruple, not, stay, had, vapor, justice, kept, homicide, printed, Pam, disembody, float, yourself, Eric, opposite, case, desolate, helpless, opposite.

The names Wendy and Otty were also made known to us via one of our members that accompanied the team, stating that Wendy was looking for Otty.


It is clear that our investigation discovered some activity, capture of both EVP and photography indicate clearly that some of those lost in this horrific event in 1974 have not moved on or are in a constant state of searching for their loved ones and wishing to get a message across.

Some loud booming sounds were witnessed by all those in the team from the woods surrounding us, and one might wonder if this was residual energy left behind?

Also the distinct smell of kerosine was smelt when walking past the commemorative rock area ? A smell that I would have thought would have disappeared after 45 plus years?

The following is a list of those lost, some where unidentified sadly at the time as a list of passengers where not always necessarily or required recording in 1974.

The Message, One will notice that the connection between the EVP recorded names and that of the passenger list are incredibly profound, some names came through several times repeating themselves as if to have themselves recorded, acknowledged and remembered.

It is my firm belief that residual energy exists and the space between holds many messages, the spirits or souls of those passed how ever you wish to put it still remain at the crash site of TWA Flight 514 and wished very much to be known and have their messages relayed.

To those that may eventually fall upon this documentation and read this. 

IF you are a family member of those involved and lost on December 1, 1974 , your dearly departed are wishing to pass on a message of validation to those of you out there that lost someone and to let you know that they have not forgotten you. In spirit they remember you and in spirit they still wish to communicate.

To All those lost souls of Flight TWA 514

Thank you to you all, to those listed and those not listed, thank you for allowing us the opportunity to hear you, thank you for your messages and providing your energy to allow us to piece together some of your story, your lives were not lost in vain and we will remember you and thank you for making the airways a safer place.

To All those left behind, to those that have lost family, friends, loved ones in this tragic event and other such tragedies

We all lose somebody we care about sometimes and want to find some comforting way of dealing with it, something that will give us a little closure, a little peace.
Pray to the ones you’ve lost, don’t ever look down, stay positive and stay strong.

Because the ones watching you are the ones looking out for you.


Applewhite, David Benjamin “Benjy” 151481488
Feb. 18, 1971 d. Dec. 1, 1974
Applewhite, James Robert “Jake” 151480859
Nov. 3, 1942 d. Dec. 1, 1974
Applewhite, Susan Ingrid “Susie” Onne 151481433
Apr. 8, 1946 d. Dec. 1, 1974
Bennett, James A “Jimmy” 152994321
Sep. 24, 1938 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Glen Rest Memorial Estate
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Brock, Richard Irving “Pat” 33149203 Feb. 27, 1930 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Klamath Memorial Park
Klamath Falls
Klamath County
Oregon, USA
Brown, James E, III 21507692
Dec. 28, 1951 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Arlington National Cemete…
Arlington County
Virginia, USA
Brown, Mary Johnston 45893354
Aug. 30, 1945 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Crown Hill Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Buchanan, John A, III 28845698
Nov. 7, 1952 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Madronia Cemetery
Santa Clara County
California, USA
Cartwright, Gloria Marie Lacefield 13567711
Sep. 1, 1925 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Arlington National Cemete…
Arlington County
Virginia, USA
Cartwright, BG Roscoe Conklin, Sr 7110524
May 27, 1919 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Arlington National Cemete…
Arlington County
Virginia, USA
Casey, Cathleen Ann 69199114
Sep. 27, 1949 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Resurrection Cemetery
Lewis Center
Delaware County
Ohio, USA
Curie, Robert D 113345190

Oct. 27, 1957 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Union Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Curie, Robert J 113345215
May 9, 1930 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Union Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Curtis, James F., IV 158820822
Sep. 30, 1942 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Cemetery of the Holy Rood
Nassau County
New York, USA
DePew, John A. 128194577
1904 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Rock Island Memorial Park…
Rock Island
Rock Island County
Illinois, USA
Dismore, Janice Gunn Crawley 129338425
Sep. 9, 1931 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Washington Park East Ceme…
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Dismore, Scott Michael 129338427
Jun. 6, 1967 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Washington Park East Ceme…
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Dismore, Wendy Kathleen 131303188
Apr. 2, 1964 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Washington Park East Ceme…
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Dismore, William Elvin, Jr 129338424
Jan. 19, 1931 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Washington Park East Ceme…
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Dube, Daniel W. 151668714
1956 d. 1974 Greenlawn Cemetery
Johnson County
Indiana, USA
Filbert, Robert B, Jr 23437341
Feb. 15, 1921 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Walnut Grove Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Garwood, Gwendolyn Marie Graessle 62448666
Oct. 1, 1946 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Bellbrook Cemetery
Greene County
Ohio, USA
Garwood, William Carl, III 62448671
Feb. 2, 1946 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Bellbrook Cemetery
Greene County
Ohio, USA
Goldblatt, Adele Sisco 151482626
Aug. 12, 1915 d. Dec. 1, 1974 King David Memorial Garde…
Falls Church
Fairfax County
Virginia, USA
Goldblatt, Dr Albert Sidney 151482560
Jul. 8, 1914 d. Dec. 1, 1974 King David Memorial Garde…
Falls Church
Fairfax County
Virginia, USA
Goshorn, John Herschel 84639797
Jul. 13, 1904 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Walnut Grove Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Graves, Mary Beth Hughes 158821322
Feb. 11, 1942 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Union Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Griffin, Lee Catherine 75404040
Nov. 18, 1956 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Culpeper National Cemeter…
Culpeper County
Virginia, USA
Harlan, John Timothy 45924044
Aug. 26, 1945 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Crown Hill Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Harris, Charles Frederick 86693166

Jan. 1, 1937 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Cherry Grove Cemetery
Greene County
Ohio, USA
Hartley, Matthew 128853911
Apr. 12, 1955 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Calvary Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Hasenkampf, Herman Christian, III 89819891
Jan. 24, 1950 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Greenwood Cemetery
New Orleans
Orleans Parish
Louisiana, USA
Heady, Joan Elizabeth 115953689
Sep. 8, 1951 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Saint Marys Cemetery
Warren County
Illinois, USA
Holdhusen, David Frank 158821508
Jul. 6, 1955 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Sunset Memorial Gardens
Brown County
South Dakota, USA
Jackson, Marlene 76190668
Apr. 18, 1947 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Spring Hill Cemetery
Columbiana County
Ohio, USA
Jacoby, Barbara McVickar 158804670
Mar. 25, 1931 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Maple Grove Cemetery
Licking County
Ohio, USA
Jacoby, Miles Ezekiel 158804648
Nov. 3, 1924 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Maple Grove Cemetery
Licking County
Ohio, USA
Jerger, Donald L 106811753
Aug. 2, 1934 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Saint Johns Cemetery
Daviess County
Indiana, USA
Knartzer, Edward J. 89368541
May 14, 1940 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Calvary Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Knowles, Ann E 91777885
Nov. 25, 1955 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Trinity Church Cemetery
Saint Marys City
St. Mary’s County
Maryland, USA

Kresheck, Lenard W 19649536
May 22, 1934 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Catawba Cemetery
Price County
Wisconsin, USA
Long, Robert Keith 135472135
Sep. 4, 1959 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Black Creek Baptist Churc…
Franklin City
Southampton County
Virginia, USA
Lorenz, Frederick Neal 84868227
Mar. 2, 1948 d. Dec. 1, 1974 East Avenue Cemetery
New Philadelphia
Tuscarawas County
Ohio, USA
Lunn, Charles E 3674234
Apr. 7, 1921 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Leavenworth National Ceme…
Leavenworth County
Kansas, USA
Mahigian, David Scott 136255602
1950 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Valhalla Memory Gardens
Monroe County
Indiana, USA
Martin, Elizabeth “Betsy” Stout 141641534
Jun. 19, 1951 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Mount Horeb Presbyterian …
Fayette County
Kentucky, USA
Meehan, Raymond Terrance 113628851
Jan. 10, 1947 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Saint Joseph Cemetery
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Meredith, Lura E Hamilton 84990876
Jan. 18, 1905 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Trenton Cemetery
Delaware County
Ohio, USA
Mosley, Lucille D. 27134309
Dec. 1, 1974 Mount Hope Cemetery
Miami County
Indiana, USA
Murday, Robert L 93139373
Feb. 23, 1926 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Glen Rest Memorial Estate
Franklin County
Ohio, USA
Noxon, Laura Austin “Lollie” Richardson 1039688
Jul. 24, 1920 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Dayton National Cemetery
Montgomery County
Ohio, USA
Noxon, Robert Lowell 1039689
Aug. 19, 1924 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Dayton National Cemetery
Montgomery County
Ohio, USA
Parks, Joyce Ann 140551857
Oct. 19, 1945 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Floral Hills Memorial Gar…
Hamilton County
Tennessee, USA
Pierce, Lieut Charles David 127123454
Jul. 19, 1951 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Sunset Memorial Gardens C…
Vanderburgh County
Indiana, USA
Porter, Joseph Blair 21930044
Aug. 10, 1934 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Bellefontaine City Cemete…
Logan County
Ohio, USA
Proctor, Sarah Franks 146259770
1940 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Lisbon Cemetery
Linn County
Iowa, USA
Reed, Daniel T. 31370905
Dec. 25, 1953 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Arlington National Cemete…
Arlington County
Virginia, USA
Regan, Sheila Jean 151482455
Apr. 1, 1941 d. Dec. 1, 1974 San Fernando Mission Ceme…
Mission Hills
Los Angeles County
California, USA
Resposo, Dr Epifania Robles Castro 158821148
Mar. 12, 1922 d. Dec. 1, 1974 No cemetery
Roe, Jean 93792524
Dec. 1, 1974 West Point Cemetery
West Point
Tippecanoe County
Indiana, USA
Roe, Orville 93792526
1919 d. Dec. 1, 1974 West Point Cemetery
West Point
Tippecanoe County
Indiana, USA
Russell, Jerry Alton 135761498
Aug. 17, 1957 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Lanham Cemetery
Putnam County
West Virginia, USA
Seymour, PVT Gerald J. 157871784
Dec. 1, 1974 Roselawn Memorial Park
Terre Haute
Vigo County
Indiana, USA
Shelton, Skaidrite Balodis 158804923
Apr. 24, 1940 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Oakridge-Glen Oak Cemeter…
Cook County
Illinois, USA
Southgate, John Lee, Sr 93837839

1940 d. 1974 Washington Park East Ceme…
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Speese, Ruth Sarah Hamilton 84724146
Jun. 27, 1906 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Oak Grove Cemetery
Delaware County
Ohio, USA
Stander, Denise Althea 127306763
Dec. 6, 1952 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Calvary Cemetery
Allegheny County
Pennsylvania, USA
Steele, Rodney Earl 134885650
May 27, 1937 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Glen Haven Memorial Garde…
Clark County
Ohio, USA
Stokes, Michael Mason “Mason” 46023352
Feb. 29, 1944 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Crown Hill Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Sykes, Irma E 101631928
Oct. 7, 1915 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Forest Lawn Cemetery and …
Henrico County
Virginia, USA
Vaughn, Ella R. Fort 46038677
Jun. 25, 1942 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Crown Hill Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
Vaughn, William Dale, Jr. 46038740
May 24, 1928 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Crown Hill Cemetery
Marion County
Indiana, USA
White, Ronald Rush 77631719
Mar. 8, 1950 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Oak Grove Cemetery
Knox County
Ohio, USA
Wright, Elizabeth Ann 14493168
Mar. 13, 1955 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Forest Rose Cemetery
Fairfield County
Ohio, USA
Zwisler, Carl E. 157950621
1921 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Oaklawn Memorial Gardens
Hamilton County
Indiana, USA
Zwisler, Mary 157950694
1922 d. Dec. 1, 1974 Oaklawn Memorial Gardens
Hamilton County
Indiana, USA

“Today I looked into the sky and it was beautiful. I then realized it’s because you are there. You fly with the angels now, but part of you will always be with us.”  — Anonymous

A Special Thank you to the following team members of The Space Between Paranormal, 

The Space Between Team,  Leah Leivestad and Vanessa Griffith, 

And introducing new team members Terri Gilbert and Travis Gilbert , to all that took their time and effort in helping with this investigation, without you it would not be possible.


Thank you

Sharon Hedges , The Psychic Practitioner and Ye olde Myst Tea House

Heightened Ley Times


Many ask me about whats the best time of the day to experience paranormal activity?

The only relevance that human’s concept of time holds (to the spirit world) is that between 3am and 4am there tends to be the least amount of physical activity in any given place. If the other side has any kind of concept of time, it is probably circular time, not linear. Our time zones are not relevant. The veil doesn’t thin across the board for everywhere at once. It thins in places at certain times and it also depends on whats happening and who it is that’s trying to eliminate the veil at the time.

The veil is not an actual physical thing, that is why it can become thin or thick. It’s more like a mass of energy. Almost like a curtain of sorts.

It is true that during 3 and 4am, our awareness of the other side is much more pronounced, with astral travel and lucid dreaming is at it’s peak and spiritual activity in the physical world is more prominent and it does seem that the pineal gland is most active during this time.  After a few discussions with my fellow medical professionals some research sleep studies seem to explain why people lucid dream and astral project a lot around that sleeping time.

However its my sincere opinion that with so much going on in the world right now that the spiritual realms are incredibly active at any time  of the day and therefore creating the veil that exists between our living world and that of beyond very thin and very transparent.

It seems to me that all activity is now being extremely heightened everywhere I go, more and more people are experiencing different phenomenon and things that most never saw or heard are witnessing more and more as the days progress and at all times.

We talk daily  between us of how and why people are acting the way they are and for what reason ? some are seeming either more incredibly unsettled or more empathic that normal, some more aggressive and some over generous or overly kind, this is in my opinion the ongoing effects of the thinning of the veil that’s creating such extreme behavior effecting the physical realm, the people and animals in it, more than it once did.

Those that live in certain areas are also more likely effected than others in my opinion, especially if you live in areas that what are called Ley Lines.

What is a Ley Line?

Ley lines are a series of metaphysical connections that link a number of sacred sites around the world. Essentially, these lines form a sort of grid or matrix, and are composed of the earth’s natural energies.

Benjamin Radford says “You won’t find ley lines discussed in any geography or geology class or textbooks because they aren’t real, actual, measurable things… scientists can find no evidence of these ley lines — they cannot be detected by magnetometers or any other scientific device.” hmmm well I beg to differ !

Ley lines were first suggested to the general public by an amateur archaeologist named Alfred Watkins in the early 1920s. Watkins was out wandering around one day in Hertfordshire England and noticed that many of the local footpaths connected the surrounding hilltops in a straight line. After looking a map, he saw a pattern of alignment. He noted that in ancient times, Britain had been crossed by a network of straight travel routes, using various hilltops and other physical features as landmarks, needed in order to navigate the once densely-forested countryside.

His book, The Old Straight Track, was a hit in England’s metaphysical community, although archaeologists dismissed it as a bunch of junk.

Watkins’ ideas weren’t exactly new. Some fifty years before Watkins, William Henry Black suggested that geometric lines connected monuments all over western Europe. In 1870, Black spoke about “grand geometrical lines across the country.”

Two British dowsers, Captain Robert Boothby and Reginald Smith of the British Museum have linked the appearance of ley-lines with underground streams, and magnetic currents. Ley-spotter / Dowser Underwood conducted various investigations and claimed that crossings of ‘negative’ water lines and positive aqua stats explain why certain sites were chosen as holy. Having found so many of these ‘double lines’ on sacred sites that he named them ‘holy lines.’”

Connecting Sites Around the World

The idea of ley lines as magical, mystical alignments is a fairly modern one. One school of thought believes that these lines carry positive or negative energy. It is also believed that where two or more lines converge, you have a place of great power and energy. It is believed that many well-known sacred sites, such as Stonehenge, Glastonbury Tor, Sedona Arizona and Machu Picchu sit at the convergence of several lines. Some people believe that you can detect a ley line by several metaphysical means, such as the use of a pendulum or by using dowsing rods.

Light Workers

Many energy workers tap into the energy of the lines in order to conduct various healing and transformations. Some boost their individual abilities by connecting with specific ley lines.

Alternative Healing

Some energy healers use the energies of the lines to practicing healing techniques. The theory behind using ley lines in this manner is based on the energy meridians used in acupuncture and other eastern healing arts. Healers tap line into a ley line serves as a conduit of that massive energy that can be transferred to others. Therefore, when properly directed, this energy has the power to heal disease by energizing and correcting malfunctioning body meridians.

Defense Weapon

Some people practice ley line tapping for a defensive or offensive purpose. These individuals claim to use the stream of energy to zap negative energies directed by an attacker in an attempt to harm an individual.

When used as a defensive mechanism, the connection to the ley line energy is used like a fire hose to spray the ley line energy against the attacker and the energy being directed at the victim. Once the battle has been won, the victor simply turns off the hose nozzle and disengages the link in the same fashion you would unscrew a hose connector to a spigot.


Dowsing for ley lines is similar to dowsing for water. The dowsing rods become the conduit between the person conducting the dowsing and the energy lines. Like water dowsing, an adept dowser determines the flow of the ley lines.

Dowsing can identify energy centers for elevating one’s consciousness or communicating with spirit entities, even angels. Some people employ a ley line dowser to assist in citing their home or even to establish a sacred site.

Death and Ley Line Connection

There are two types of ley lines:

  • Straight: Can be followed from one point to the next in a straight line.
  • Cupped: Follow contour of hills.

According to ley line researcher and author David Cowan, these lines were once called faery paths. In his research Cowan discovered that funeral processions to the church cemetery were taken along known faery paths. Not all faery paths were straight; many were circular.

There is a direct correlation to ancient burial sites and ley lines. The dead were placed outside the lines. Cowan subsequently believes that this was done to ensure any negative energy of the body would be neutralized with this placement to both straight and cupped ley lines.

UFOs Via the Ley Lines

Some theorists have proposed that ley lines are also found in outer space as well and on other planets and this points to everything in the Universe being connected though an intricate power grid of ley lines.

The intersection points of these lines bring a concentration of energy known as vortexes or even wormholes that allow instant travel between worlds millions of light years away. Some conjecture that UFOs and beings of other worlds or dimensions are able to travel to and from our planet through these vortexes.

The world as we know it is changing, more ways than one, the weather, people, animals and the heightened ability to tap into these types of phenomenon are growing.

As with everything there is a positive and negative side to everything, how we react to things is a choice, we have in turn to be more mindful of our behaviors, especially towards others. Our ability to see things, feel things is so much more heightened in these current times that our perception is growing as a human race.

The veil is no longer a heavy weight velvet curtain but now a weathered lace and chiffon transparent and with many holes.

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Fools Gold

A Warning Investigation

Gold Mining

Having traveled 3 hours North of San Francisco to Georgetown California , what fabulous locations one stumbles upon, stately homes and sprawling properties that sit untouched with remnants of the Gold rush days and well before.

One might have expected to find me investigating the well know Georgetown Hotel for instance, after all its renowned to be one of the most haunted in the area, however  my mind was wandering back even further in search of older spirits.


The Georgetown Hotel

Georgetown California

One of the gold rushes Historical towns with its old worldly feelings, one can truly imagine back in the mid 1800s as the influx of everyone and their brother descend onto this beautiful early American Californian town.

All striving to get their piece of the gold.

In January 1848, James Wilson Marshall discovered gold while constructing a saw mill along the American River northeast of present-day Sacramento. The discovery was then reported in the San Francisco newspapers of which then ignited droves of money hungry people running for gold to the surrounding areas.

As San Francisco began shouting ‘Gold! Gold! Gold! The residents of the city had proof of the discovery and a stampede began to the gold fields was on.

San Francisco’s harbor was soon cluttered with derelict ships deserted by their crews. Workers abandoned their jobs – San Francisco’s two newspapers were forced to close their doors as their staffs were struck by gold fever. The populations of many of the coastal towns were depleted as many prospective prospectors headed to the gold fields.

As I wondered driving through the winding sugar pine trees further in the mountains outside of Georgetown CA I reached my destination.

The owners sadly will throughout my documentation remain nameless.

Not that I care about their names, but I wish to not give them credit for anything within the investigation.

Some may ask, what an odd thing to say and why not ?

Well the old saying gold ruins many will understandably so agree after reading this..

There are people with money and there are people who are rich..

Gold is of no interest to me but to some its a reason for living, breathing and provides ownership of everything they set their desires upon. Walking around with their heads full of a misconception that they can own real life, friends and family.

Sadly my investigation not only showed me the Ghosts of Gold Country but also provided me with a real life lesson of those living with too much, trying to use a serious paranormal investigation to promote their ego and solidify their mindset of ownership.

Over the years since the 1800s many have died an ugly death trying to secure such treasures for themselves and still do, money does literally bring the worst out in people and to this day it is still very much truth.

The location I will also not disclose due to the same reasoning.

I will however, just call it

The Mine

 I arrived at 1500 hours, sun shining , the trees and an ambiance of what some would call nature overload but for me all I could do was breathe in the freshness, smell and air and tear up ever so often in the awe of it all.


The Investigation Began.

In Four parts, Mine, Grotto, Barn, Noll

Walking into the woods my friends and I go, EPVs, Cameras, Video Voice Recorders in hand.

It was a calm beautiful warm sunny afternoon , no wind, no rain.

Entering the road to the mine and began its decent to the mouth of the mine, both EVP and Video Voice Recorders on and ready.


As we entered the area I began speaking out loud, asking if there was anyone that might wish to communicate with us,  after just a few minutes of speaking we immediately begin the hear a beeping signal from the recorder and an EVP was captured, a long drawn out growl, distinctly followed by the words

Religion, Dark.

I answered and asked if we could get given a sign that your hearing us, the EVP captured a word again with a long drawn out growl..Glove..

Oddly enough the owner of the mine was carrying a bright yellow pair of work gloves in his back pocket, a coincidence ? hmmm I think not..

I proceeded with the questioning again, and I again asked that we be shown further confirmation, this time the word captured was Heaven and with that A White Feather floated softly down to the grass floor.

I will begin to record here the words associated with the names and comments captured from the EVP recorder for each area, but please note ! that I cannot confirm to you who was actually communicating back to us at any one moment, as literally there was so many EVPs and communications captured during the entire investigation that lasted over a 2 day period.

We continued to Investigate and that evening returned to the same spot, that of the Grotto and the Mine.

The Mine

After a short walking decent into the mine area the EVP captured its first name, with that

I welcomed Adam and proceeded to asked him questions and his replies were incredible..

Finally, Army, Alone, Dark.

As I proceeded and walked a little further and this time the name Jacob appeared,

Welcoming Jacob to the conversation.

Then the name Mason

Then the words, Work, Pick, Proud, Frank, Mirror, Crossover, Lost, Hunted , Forever, Strong.

Climbing back up the hill from the mine, suddenly unable to leave, as the EVP reader became was completely alive with activity, the name Peter and words Lonely, Live, Life were captured.

After a short time after saying our thank yous and goodbyes and proceeded toward the Noll

A questions was asked as we drove a short distance, what location next, the Barn or the Noll? As plain as it could be the word Barn rang out from the EVP recorder.

Doing as we were told we proceeded to the Barn.

The Barn

The energy at the barn was quite different, a little darker and a little less friendly, the EVP meter was still off the charts and capturing the following,

Indian, Bright, Light,Famous

The Noll

We arrived at the Noll,

The Noll, sitting at a significantly higher elevation on the property, a special place for camping and the feeling of being closer to the stars was evident. The temperature was cooler due to the elevation. We began the investigation with the same questions, please make yourself known or show us a sign, the words began firing rapidly from the EVP recorder,

Warrior, Indian, Dark, Bright, Light, Bright

We felt uneasy, for some reason the feelings we had experienced in the Grotto and the Barn were much lighter than the feelings we experienced at the Noll, almost a foreboding feeling surrounded us, it was an uncomfortable, being watched feeling.

After a few minutes the words captured were as follows

Evil, Malicious, Faith, Famous, Find him, Eyes, Look

With that we climbed back into the safety of the vehicle we arrived in and feeling a little safer that we had felt outside in the empty darkness.

We continued to ask questions and I then thanked out loud for the communication and asked should we leave and the EVP recorder again began moving off the charts, while staying in the red zone for minutes at a time, then recording the words




With that being said we obviously left, not wanting to face what ever it was trying to communicate with us, and we descended down toward the gate at the bottom of the Noll.

When reaching the bottom and the gate the EVP recorder did not stop, and carried on with an onslaught of words,

Leave me, Screw

On asking Screw what? and without hesitation the word THIS was recorded.

Day 2

Monday morning and gathered again, eager to share the captures of the past evening.. The decision to go out again that morning for the last minutes during day light hours was reached and off we set again.

I think to clarify and verify was the reasoning, we wanted to firstly see and experience the same as we did the prior evening and compare, to hopefully capture the same EVPs

We took a quick trek down to the Grotto and the Mine, this time the name

Mira and words followed Life, Live, Pastor

The Barn was quiet compared to the evening before, but captured the words


We also took a quick walk into a wooded area where the remnants of an old miners camp once stood, the EVP recorder, recorded the following

Virginia, Pennsylvanian, Congress, Rome, Hole, Build

The Noll

This was very interesting, the day was bright and sunny, but a chill in the air, we began the EVP recorder not asking too many questions , but the EVP recorder was incredibly active and the following was quite eye opening.

Pastor, Religion, Evil, Devil, Purgatory,Hang, Coin, Look, School, Lesson, Class, Teach, Knife.

Sadly without warning and after the investigation things began to turn very ugly,

The inviting party involved became angry, drunk and drug induced and ended up leaving us in literally a gun drawn battle.

Spirits showing me the way..

Constantly being told to look , watch , see and lesson meant something completely different to me during the investigation.

This documentation is really not about the investigation itself, but that that communication EVPs received those two days were literally warning me of imminent danger.

I had been listening and hearing the constant EVP reminding me that something was

Evil, Malicious, Faith, Famous, Find him, Eyes, Look

Little did I know that IF I had listened closely enough I would have avoided the events that followed shortly there after of guns drawn, the threatening of my life and that of my family.

The spirits did try to warn me to have

Faith, Use my Eyes and Look and Listen

Lesson Learned !

WE, My Friends..ARE NOT ALONE..


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Sunday October 19, 2015 @ 11.10AM

Pigeon Point Lighthouse Pescadero California

It is with great sincerity and a blessing that I was literally placed at the right time right place.

This is exactly my feelings regarding the event that took place at the time and date listed above.

After years of investigations and monitoring of both that visible and invisible, I finally have the proof that convinces me without a shadow of a doubt that


As an explorer of all paranormal and the unexplainable I have constantly been careful  first and foremost to maintain my credibility and sincerity on every investigation and this time was no different.

On the morning in question, as with many unexplained encounters things happen when you least expect anything to happen.

Sunday October 19.2015 was one of those days.

It began with a warm sunny day with fluffy white clouds filled the sky and the decision was made to take walk around one of California’s tallest lighthouses and smell the ocean air about 15 miles South of my home of Half Moon Bay California.

The Pigeon Point light house at Pescadero Ca is a beautiful structure, perched on a cliff along the central California coast, 50 miles south of San Francisco, the 115-foot Pigeon Point Lighthouse, one of the tallest lighthouses in America, has been guiding mariners since 1872. Its five-wick lard oil lamp, and first-order Fresnel lens, comprised of 1,008 prisms, was first lit at sunset, November 15, 1872. The lens stands 16 feet tall, 6 feet in diameter, and weighs 2,000 pounds. Now on display in the Fog Signal building, it sat in a lantern room constructed at the Lighthouse Service’s general depot in New York before being shipped around the Horn. Although the original Fresnel lens is no longer in use, the lighthouse is still an active U.S. Coast Guard aid to navigation using a Vega Marine Rotating Beacon.

The coastal areas surrounding Pigeon Point Light Station are rich with life. Marine mammals, such as seals and whales, can be seen regularly from shore as they pass by beyond the surf. The intertidal zone along this part of the coast, particularly in the rocky reefs that flank the light station, contains a diverse and numerous variety of plant and animal life.

Since December 2001 the Lighthouse has been closed for repairs and under the California State Historical Society it is under current restoration but one is able to walk the grounds and the area surrounding.

This past Sunday I walked the grounds of the lighthouse and breathed in the salty air and began using my cell phone camera to capture photos of the beautiful nature, the clouds were beautiful also, puffy billowy and of alternating colors, gray and white.

It was while photographing the lighthouse and those clouds that I saw something in my view finder.

My initial thoughts was that I had captured the moon at a distance?

Then on looking closer I was made aware that NO it was not the moon, and anyhow, how could it be at 11.10AM ?

The more I studied the photo captured the more I was unsure of what I had captured.

The photos following are the originals, not altered manipulated or changed, just zoomed in to show the detail of that of the UFO in question.

The photos have been this week sent and reviewed by the following organizations and have today returned the conclusion of legitimate, compelling and unexplainable.

MUFON the world’s oldest and largest  UFO phenomenon investigative body

SETI Institute scientific research on Life in the Universe with an emphasis on SETI, the Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence.

The National UFO Reporting Center

Please note that all photos here are copyright , no permission from myself is given for downloading and sharing out of this forum.

Thank you for your consideration.

Zoom In UFO-001

Zoom In UFO-003

I cannot myself explain the photos, all I know is that what ever it is it hovered motionless and soundless amongst the clouds.
It was no weather balloon, no drone..
On leaving the area a helicopter few overhead and circled the lighthouse,
maybe to monitor what sat in its own airspace ?
You Be The Judge

Look up at the stars and not down at your feet. Try to make sense of what you see, and wonder about what makes the universe exist. Be curious.

Stephen Hawking

 Feeling Blessed

Tarot Of Life


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Oh my friend we are here at last.. let us rest, refresh and by the morning light begone.

In most people’s minds, “Tarot card reading” means a woman in long flowing robes, leaning over a small table in a candlelit room,  crazy hair, long fingernails, a crystal ball foretelling impending doom.

This is not the case at all, if you look at years and years of Psychic proper gander you will see those images portrayed, more than most..

Its amazing how those that don’t understand or wish too have the most ridiculous thought process and feelings towards such.

What is not understood does not necessarily mean its bad !

In fact, they’re not even really meant to tell your fortune or your future at all.

“The most powerful sources of information come from within; the Tarot aids those in coming in contact with one’s Higher Self, therefore allowing one to make good decisions through foreseeing options.”

But what does that mean? In this article, we’ll look at the various ideas about where Tarot cards come from, what they mean and how a deck of cards can possibly tell you anything about yourself. You’ll learn why it matters where the cards fall.

Types of Readings

There are actually really two different types of Tarot readings: specific question readings and open readings.

Question Readings

In question readings, you are addressing a specific question.

Tarot is not intended to answer any of your specific yes or no questions. It also shouldn’t be used to make your final decisions, but instead the Tarot should be used as a guide to help you make those decision yourself, give you options and the ability to see the big picture faster and without prejudiced .

It is very important for this reason that the question is asked in the correct manner.

How to get the best from your readings..

  • Keep your options and your mind open:  As if you have the answers in your head before the reading, then you’re not allowing the cards to guide your overall decision. Asking how you could encourage your mother-in-law to move out, as opposed to asking how you can get along better with her, is narrowing the scope of the true question by answering it before you even get started.
  • Find the best level of detail: Your questions should be focused, but not overly detailed. Rather than looking at one particular aspect of the problem, finding a way to look more broadly at it is better.
  • Focus on yourself: If the reading is for yourself, make sure your question focuses on yourself rather than on someone else who you think may be the root of your problem.
  • Stay neutral: In order to stay open to other points of view and see the bigger picture, your questions have to be neutral and not convey a preconceived notion that your view is necessarily the right one. The cards can give you guidance if you ask for it.
  • Be positive: Always arrive to your reading positive, make sure your question is stated in a positive rather than negative way. Instead of asking why a specific event hasn’t happened, ask what you can do to help make that event happen.

Open Readings

Open readings address the larger aspects of your life rather than a specific problem area or question. They’re usually done when you’re entering a new phase of your life, such as business, getting married, graduating from college or starting a family, moving on or overall life. You can somewhat direct the reading if you have a general area you want to cover and concentrate on, such as your career or health, but that’s as specific as the direction gets.

Relax and enjoy your reading, if you have an open heart and open mind the Tarot is like an old friend that can help you in many ways assess your individual issues and current state of life.

“It’s said that the shuffling of the cards is the earth, and the pattering of the cards is the rain, and the beating of the cards is the wind, and the pointing of the cards is the fire. That’s of the four suits. But the Greater Trumps, it’s said, are the meaning of all process and the measure of the everlasting dance.”

“You are the secret. Let tarot guide you. And remember, if you want to embody the World card, first you must ask for it.”

“Tarot brings us out of ourselves. It moves our perceptions outwards and onto the cards. Rather than living with the possibility imagined in our mind’s eye, the possibility is spread on the table before us.”

“Tarot is always whispering to you. Tarot weaves truth, stories, secrets, and tales. All you need to do is slow down and listen.”


The answers to those many life questions are within yourself and with the help of the cards the questions you have are answerable, the cards show you what you know already but are not necessarily listening to.

Contact me here for your next insightful reading and see ..


That Space Between

The Psychic Practitioner

303 887 7210


Loss and Those Left Behind


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How many times have we all heard the same sad story in the media..

A story of lost loves, loved ones left and devastation left behind, some stories are more difficult to hear than others.

Such as the one I am about to tell you about, it touched my heart significantly and I and those involved feel the need to have the experience shared. It involves people that are a beacon of light for those that are experiencing the same type of loss.

As a Psychic Therapist I have the sad task at times of dealing with some of the most heart felt situations one being the case of Suicide.  Unintentional or not, it is evident that someone that departs from this earth in such a manner stamps a hard mark on those persons left behind and causes a huge ripple effect on the life of those loved ones.

The loss is huge and regardless of what anyone says, the feelings felt however some may say that it will get easier with time, it is in my opinion without question an eternal feeling.

The feelings of being left behind, not knowing why and the reason for it all happening, the guilt of what if I had done this and that.. well it makes things all the more difficult. I relate it to a feeling that may lighten into calm soft waves over time that gently touch ones psyche but at difficult times its like a tidal wave pushing every memory, feeling to the forefront and drowning ones soul.. Its constant, it does not go away and will forever effect the person left behind in so many ways.

This type of loss is unfathomable, incomprehensible and no one really understands unless ones has themselves experienced it.

Therapist get so many families , individuals walking through their office door with the same loss, like a huge stone sitting upon their shoulders like a weight no one person can carry.

I get those types of case files at times and I also feel the weight, its inevitable.

Some are not so difficult as others but in all when dealing with Suicide the approach is with caution, sensitivity, understanding and above all love.

The case I wish to share with you, is not just about displaying the family concerned, their loss,  its a story of ones ability to handle and how they are coming to terms with it and how they live with the pain of having someone taken from them at a time when NOONE is ready.

Full permission has been given by the family concerned,  as they wish for their voice to be heard and their hearts desire to provide a beacon of light for those placed in such similar situations.

This is their story..

Amy and Leonel were married in August 25th 2001, after year of their first meeting. Their marriage stood strong, on asking anyone about Amy and Leonel’s marriage the response I was given was that this union had the type of marriage we all dream of.

One of deep love, affection and strong commitments. Both Leonel and Amy have friends and family, both are well loved.

Leonel, a hard worker, constantly working hard to provide his family, building himself a successful livelihood for his family.

Amy, a wonderful and supporting wife, with equally strong family values and deeply committed to maintaining a strong supportive family.

They both over the next 11 years had three children 10, 9 ,7, children that have been strongly raised with the same deep set family values, close knit and very supportive, well behaved and lovely children.

What happened on the night of October 8, 2012 will forever be etched in the minds of those concerned and will prove to have a ripple effect on not only those close to the family of Amy and Leonel but will forever be part of my life also.

On October 8, 2012, Leonel arrived home after a regular hard days work, walked into the bedroom of his home and with his wife Amy in the kitchen and his children watching TV and doing homework, Leonel picked up the gun from under his mattress and a shot was fired and suddenly the family unit of 5 became 4.

This sad case was not brought to my attention until the day I arrived at the home of Amy and Leonel, in July 2013. It was a my normal day of Psychic readings and upon reaching their home this reading was supposed to be the same. However something was different. I arrived with my own daughter as company and as we were parking outside of their home both herself we began to discuss how we did not feel comfortable entering the home? We sat for a moment both wondering why this house? why this feeling had come over us?

I am no stranger to sad, darker and negative feelings, I have been Psychic for over 25 years, using it in many forms thought-out my life and work to aid myself and those I come into contact with. This was nothing new but this one caused me to step back a little.

Never the less I proceeded, my daughter however sat outside playing with the little boy that was in the garden, that became very interested in our arrival.

I met Amy for the first time that day, a beautiful girl, her personality washed over me.. An old soul, very connected I thought as we began the session.

The session began with feelings of high energy but there was still this darkness, redness that seemed to linger from somewhere, it stood back from me that’s the only way I could explain it, like a force a feeling sitting at a distance but there.  It was evident to both myself and my daughter that something bad had happened here, a warning sign of red always appears in my mind at times like this, this sign was especially red..

Amy sat in front of me and said nothing, just proceeded to choose her cards from the tarot deck accompanying me.

Of course the cards made things especially clearer as the reading went along, the sad story of Leonel appeared. Nothing could have prepared me for the sadness, the love and the heart felt desperation of one that is in such turmoil and despair. I believe between Amy and myself the tears fell for over an hour.

I should say that I do not need the Tarot cards all the time, as at times I can read someone without them. My psychic ability has never failed me in such cases, I have located missing persons, found missing items, solved stagnant cases and provided my services numerous times in effort to help those that have unsolved questions.

However I have found that when someone takes the time to actually touch the tarot cards with their energy the cards speak to me sometimes more quickly, clearer and with such a force that I cannot explain it or tell you how or why they work in the way they do, but they just do.

In this case of Amy and Leonel it worked in the same way as most, as Amy chose the cards, Leonel’s spirit began to speak directly through the cards, like a conduit for electricity, the cards provide the vessel for his spirit to talk. He was not to be ignored.

Over the course of an 8 week period Amy has grown, her family has grown in strength, not only in hope and understanding but with their views that there is a life after death.

Amy and her family through my Tarot Therapy have discovered a way to heal as much as possible, answer some very tough unanswered questions and get a deeper understanding of why things happen the way they do.

I now sit after working with Amy and her family reflecting and thinking of this very special family. I see Amy stronger and more resilient that the person I met in July, her children that are now adjusting as well as they can given the circumstances and that are now beginning to enjoy their live with a deeper understanding that will carry them into their future.

I leave you with my thoughts on this case.

The fact that Amy chose this avenue, reached out and contacted me tells me one thing,  that as a Psychic Investigators and Psychic Tarot Practitioners we are being more and more sought after in the efforts to solve and heal, this case is not exception..

Amy wrote :

Wow tears! You could not have said it better.  Before you came into my life I was in a very dark place. I did not understand why this had happened why this happened to the most loving caring hard working husband and father that I know.

I always felt Leonel around especially on the very hard days. I knew he was the one getting me through this, however I just did not know how to “Connect” with him or if I was really feeling him.

At times I would think that maybe I was just going crazy from all the sadness.

I have always felt that what happened was a accident, I know that some would say that I was in denial of how things were but things just did not add up.

There was no problems in our family, in our marriage, no money problems or work problems. I just could not understand and I could not put the pieces together.

I was in a very dark place for that reason. Missing my husband my best friend, my everything.

I myself even had many thoughts of committing suicide I just wanted to be with him so much,  I know that no-one can really understand why I would be thinking like this knowing what this sad event has just put my family through.

Here I now am, I have three children, so how could i think like that?

Well truth is my children are the only things that kept me living.

Until I meet with Shazz,  I knew that the reading would give me some answers but I had no ideal it would save my life. Because of the readings I now understand what happened, that it was a accident and even though my husband is not physically here with me he will always be with me in spirit.

The reading confirmed for me that I am not crazy from the sadness and that he, Leonel is still with me and always has been with me and always will be in spirit.

I know that Leonel will be waiting for me when my time comes. I now realize that the bond between two souls can never be broken.

If it was not for the Tarot Therapy Cards and my lovely friend Shazz I probably would not be here today, the reading helped my wonderful husband Leonel come through to me, by letting me know he will always and forever be here with me. Shazz and the cards have helped heal my soul,  she is a doctor for the soul it gets no better then that. I am truly blessed to have found her.

The anniversary of my Leonel passing is upon me, I still miss him deeply, think of him daily sometimes hourly but its just a little bit easier knowing he’s around me and I know he always will be.


In loving memory of Leonel July 9, 1980 – October 8, 2012

Fully Copy write, September 21, 2013.. Shazz The Psychic Practitioner

I have to say after meeting Amy, witnessing her strength and family duty to her children only give me more and more strength and commitment to helping those in such need, the Tarot has become my friend and confidant as well as my insight. I am forever grateful for its trust in me.

On writing this article hopefully it will enlighten and assist those that are in possibly the same emotional position or that of something similar to maybe realize that it is not wrong to seek help from an Alternative and Unconventional method as some would like us to believe, it is not wrong only different and its what works that matters most.

Amy and her wonderful family have grown in strength and commitment to living strong and moving on but never forgetting and continually forgiving..

Amy and her family and I have remained close friends since our first meeting, we talk often and many times I look back on our first meeting, admiring her continued growth since such an difficult time as an individual and admire their strength as a family.

Amy and many others like her give me the drive and desire to carry on with my passion for the work I do and how it helps people.

Thank you Amy for your trust, friendship and faith in the Alternative x

Abraham Lincoln Paranormal Investigator Goes Steam Punk ! ….The best Investigative equipement !


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An extremely rare photograph of President Abraham Lincoln taken during his brief yet memorable stint as a paranormal investigator and eliminator circa 1864.~

HOW COOL is that??

Now since we dont all wonder around looking like the Steam Punk days…

We’ve all watched the popular ghost hunting shows on TV. I am a a huge fan of some of them, especially those that use basic things as investigative tools and get the most amazing REAL evidence.

There are of course so many of them with people running around in the dark with camcorders that film in total darkness, their faces glowing green and bright headlight eyes and looking kind of scary in their own right.

They have their little black boxes they speak in creepy metallic voices.

Some Paranormal investigators seem to use all manner of different gadgets that blink and beep and flash different colored lights that increase in the proximity of ghosts.

Can this equipment really tell us when a spirit is in the room with us?

But what are these gadgets, and do you need them to be a credible paranormal investigator?

I have a few things to say about Paranormal Investigating equipment, firstly it is in my very sincere thoughts that less is more, there is no real need in my opinion for all the bells and whistles.

I do believe that it is 90% the explorer and 10% the equipment.

By that I mean this, I have known many would be investigators, they arrive at the scene loaded for bear with everything but the kitchen sink, spend thousands on cameras, recording devices , monitors ect ect , spend hours and hours only to capture nothing.

Then you have the single investigator, with maybe a guest and suddenly the whole paranormal world shakes and they capture everything from full apparitions, poltergeist activity, and photo evidence to boot.

Its my thoughts ..  that its actually the sensitive nature of the individual with an open mind and excitement that makes for some truly amazing investigations.

Having said that…I wont blow off all equipment used, some I have used myself many times and I will list those that I feel are great assets to any investigation.

One item that I love is the following

P-SB7 Spirit Box ITC Research Device – 2015 Version – FM/AM equally balanced -Noise Cancellation


Spirit boxes do indeed work as a channeling device for communication with disembodied entities– and I say that with 100% confidence from very intense personal experience and objective, empirical group evidence.

Secondly there is no need for a high prices camera, ive caught some great captures on my androids camera and EVPs on its same recorder.

Ive used both experience and less expensive but what I do like it the ability to record and save evidence.


EVP RECORDER Plus K-2 DELUX Paranormal Research Tools

The recorder is light weight and easy to use. the numbers are easy to see.

Each time it is used it sets sessions..etc..1 the time of length…session 2 and a set length. Everything is saved .  With the volume loud has no distortion.. you can easily see the panel for using it in the dimmest light
The evp really great..lights up to where you can easily see it in the dimmest light surroundings.

I may not use the whole shebang of equipment but I must say…

I’m diggin the Steam Punk Garb !

Happy Investigations ..!

A Clearer Veil


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Slowly slowly the veil between the spirit world and that of our own is becoming more and more transparent.

Some would ask why now?

It is my belief that its always been thinner than we thought, it is just us as human beings that are evolving and awakening so much so that some of us are experiencing more and more unusual phenomenon.

Some of us are experiencing senses more open and more intense.

My personal experience has been just that,

Seeing spirits and orbs often in day light hours with sparkles in corners of rooms and wispy flashes of light swirling around in daylight.

I used to also just sense spirits rather than see them. Getting a mental impressions of what they look like, and being empathic I always feel their current emotional state but now I sense , see, feel, smell and hear them more intently that ever now.

It does seem without question that the veil is becoming thinner, people everywhere are beginning to report more and more spiritual accounts of the supernatural paranormal than ever before.

It is true that the veil to the spirit world is said to be thinner during the hours of 2am to 3am, mostly this is due to the quietness and calmness of that time of day and our minds, however it is more and more apparent that this time slot was just when some felt it more, its always been there, just some minds were more closed during the waking hours.

Those of us that have the ability to experience this phenomenon are growing in numbers also, the awakening is happening and many are coming together to share their experiences allowing us to help those that have questions and wish to connect.

Some ask me why they cant see spirits,

My answer is this..

They are just as busy in the spirit world as you and I are here. They can see us, but we cannot see them unless our eyes were opened..

Suddenly Feathers


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Ive been meaning to write about White Feathers , well not just white feathers but feathers in general.

Over the years I can remember significant periods in my life when they have appeared in the oddest locations and without a bird in sight.

What does it mean when feathers magically appear out of nowhere ?

A few days ago these lovely feathers appeared to me again, there I was going about my daily business to suddenly get two feathers appear at my feet, I might add these appeared inside and not outside of the property I work.

Small and tiny white and gray both fluttered around my feet dancing waiting for me to notice them, both appearing to me after a significant event that very morning,

literally within half an hour before the feathers arrival a friend arrived at work and informed me her cancer sadly has returned with vengeance, after 3 years of fighting, Chemotherapy and many others treatments it had finally paid its final visit and she told me that she has decided to let nature take its course and enjoy the life she has left.

It was during this sad news that the feathers arrived yet again to reminded me that the Spirit and Angels are closer than one can imagine.

My last memory of feathers appearing at my feet was back in 2008, when my daughter and I paid a visit to the Shotley Cemetery in Suffolk England during an investigation.


As we both walked in the cemetery that day we came across two relatively new burial headstones of two very young teenagers, both related, brother and sister that had passed away 2 years apart from each other.

It was such a sadness that came over us both, thoughts of such a loss that my daughter began to talk about the grave stones commemorating each teen, she was in her last year of high school at the time and was thinking of her fellow friends and students and how one must feel. One of the gravestones had musical notes surrounding a beautiful poem that my daughter read out loud and the other with tiny flowers and butterflies, we began to discuss how difficult it must have been and still be for the parents and family and friends during such a sad event.

Suddenly in pure daylight the sun shining and not a cloud in the sky, no wind and no birds seen that out of thin air two feathers floated softly over both grave stones and to my daughters feet as if to present a kiss.

Angels are spiritual beings with an incredibly high and light vibration who serve according to Divine will. Angels are the pure energy of love and light, and so while they’re always near us, their energy is so light and fine that from the density of the physical realm that it’s easy to overlook their presence or miss it entirely. So they send signs to let us know they’re near and offering their love, guidance and support.

That day and recently I believe that those appearing feathers, are the angels that are aligning them on our path at just the right time to offer validation, comfort, or a clue to answer a question you’ve asked, or encourage you that you’re on the right path.

For me, feathers are a beautiful reminder to pay attention..

When feathers appear Angels are near !